You

Every time you sit there ,

I find it hard to look away.

I always try to find the words that I could say,

but it's just so hard for me to look in your eyes.

Every time I see the reflection of me through your beautiful eyes,

Guilt,

tortures my mind.

"I like you"

maybe I was wrong,

I fell in love with you.

but

we're so far apart, the distance between you and me.

You're like a Northern Star,

where my heart will always point to.....

I never regretted, even one day when fate sets us apart,

I will still be there....

somewhere in another corner on earth waiting for you.

You're my only one, you're like the whole world to me,

I can't, I just can't give up.....

should I just give up?

or live up to the expectations?

I have no idea.

every time I think of you,

you convinced me that love is true,

but whenever I see you guys together,

I saw "evol" in love,

hurt from inside. something that I can never tell.

Sometimes I force myself in believing that,

You and I were never meant to be together,

Love doesn't exist at all....

and every time I only come to a conclusion

Love Hurts

been wondering

I feel wrong falling in love with you.

find it hard to believe . I needed you more than

anything else in this world right now.

sick and tired of everything that I've been thru,

sometimes I wonder, is it me or him?

I don't know what to do anymore,

Be Jealous once more and recreate history?

then everything goes bad again....nuh uh....

wouldn't want that.

I can only keep it to myself.

Sometimes I also wonder,

am I the best for you?

Now, I can only cross my fingers and have faith in you.

I trust you.

Once more, my world shifted.

My dark world, came for me.

Everything changed, what happened?

Lonely, describes my deepest feeling.

Even if there is light,there would only be one shadow ,

and it would only be mine.

I need you now. I'm alone.