something that I've put aside for so long

I have been putting aside a lot of things lately,

pushing through them along the way,

sometimes I can't tolerate the feeling that,

this is all going to end....

I didn't even have time to think about it...

however, even if you have given up hope,

my needle will still always point North, to where you will always be,

like a compass, no matter where you go...

Things change a lot since, I don't even know where to start with...

maybe since the day you said that, we can just be friends....

I felt hopeless during then....

I fell down, but I can always crawl....

it's slow pace, but the journey is worth the "destination".

Give up is something I've taught myself not to say to you...and

There's something I have to let you know, the brick-red wall between

us it building higher and higher, and it'll be harder and harder for us to climb, and maybe if we fall again, it'll definitely hurt .....

Dear blog~

ahhh...the dreamy days. It's just what I could describe of how I feel these days. Nothing seems to bother, even the coldest nights feel so warm. Lay tossing about in my bed, last night, just wondering how were you right then?

Hmmm...anything special today? Well, besides 10 10 10, today's just great, rather fun. After Puan Chen, I went to KGS and wasted all my energy there. Played badminton, swam the crystal clear pool. It was around 6 or 7 when I jumped in the pool, the vanilla colored shades of the sky turn violet then dark blue. It was just nice as the twilight set in.

About 8, my family and I arrive at a hawker stall, ate dinner, then blablabla, nothing to say. Plus, last thing before I sign off, I listened to Brielle 10 times today! wow!

Sky Sailing

haiz....I've been rather lazy lately,

just drenched in the heavy atmosphere,

drifting away in my day dreams....

dear, I haven't seem to find out why I've been like this lately,

the day's just rather dreary, dreamy and it keeps me thinking of someone special. Last night's movie did not keep me awake, I fell asleep dreaming,

about how I gave myself a haircut , unpleased with the style....woke up in the morning, and found myself cuddling against the sofa, the dizzy feeling was temporary but my spine ached...

since the dawn turn light blue, my earphones have been whispering songs to my ear. Well, It was rather pleasant waking up to the voice of Adam. Ate breakfast then decided to get more of Owl City, so my PC came to life as the monitor lit. I was browsing through FB and Youtube when my mouse came to a halt on a tab that said" Sky Sailing" on the screen, and guess what, it's Adam's new album.....three word that defines it all " Oh My God"

I was impressed of how it sounded.....

Vanilla Twilight

Oh my god, the music keeps filling my mind...

It's so nice , the lyrics are just as lovely...

even the name....can't bare it must listen to it again.....

It means a lot to me actually, perhaps Adam young sang my heart out....

It brings tears sometimes, those times....need not to explain that much......

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here