something that I've put aside for so long

I have been putting aside a lot of things lately,

pushing through them along the way,

sometimes I can't tolerate the feeling that,

this is all going to end....

I didn't even have time to think about it...

however, even if you have given up hope,

my needle will still always point North, to where you will always be,

like a compass, no matter where you go...

Things change a lot since, I don't even know where to start with...

maybe since the day you said that, we can just be friends....

I felt hopeless during then....

I fell down, but I can always crawl....

it's slow pace, but the journey is worth the "destination".

Give up is something I've taught myself not to say to you...and

There's something I have to let you know, the brick-red wall between

us it building higher and higher, and it'll be harder and harder for us to climb, and maybe if we fall again, it'll definitely hurt .....