I miss you

I thought hard about this issue for a few long nights...

and had finally come to the conclusion which is rather hard to believe...

I miss someone...

I miss you....

thinking of you always drags me down...

I found it difficult to settle to this feeling...

often , I would find myself strolling to another world of my own,

I would sit in the dark living room in the middle of the night, gazing at those stars

above, thinking of you solemnly....

it took me those few sleepless nights to finally convince myself that I was missing someone,

someone who is rather important to me, somewhere in my heart.....

vanilla twilight...

I would lie awake to miss you...

then doze of save and soundly, with you still in mind...

in my dreams, to where freedom is always....

It was me

Last night .....

I was afraid....

afraid and bothered by smth....

I was in depression,

Afraid of losing someone,

Afraid of being hated,

Afraid of being a burden.....

Didn't want things to happen this way....

Why was I still thinking, so bothered, so scared,

even though you had told me it wasn't about me.....

it was my fault...pls forgive me....

I know you may not take this seriously, but I just wanna say

I AM SORRY~ =(

is this feeling of guilt ?

it is saddening...is this all I could say....

I woke this morning staring through my bedroom window ....still wondering...

why do I have this feeling....never felt it before....

there must be something wrong with my brain.....

Life

The days pass by so quickly...

sometimes without you noticing...

but the clock will never stop ticking....

moments that we treasure, become part of our unforgettable memories...

imprints of good times together... ever lasting in the mind...

there are also tough times in life....

it is part of learning,

for one shouldn't be making same mistakes as before...

Tell me ....honestly....

have you ever thought of why were you being born to this world

and even lived till this very day?

It is our Lord... he who brought you here....and only with one purpose...

that is to be yourself.....believe in every single thing you do, have faith,

for God has granted you wisdom and knowledge...it is time you should know how to use it...

the road to success is tough.....but never give up on yourself......