It was me

Last night .....

I was afraid....

afraid and bothered by smth....

I was in depression,

Afraid of losing someone,

Afraid of being hated,

Afraid of being a burden.....

Didn't want things to happen this way....

Why was I still thinking, so bothered, so scared,

even though you had told me it wasn't about me.....

it was my fault...pls forgive me....

I know you may not take this seriously, but I just wanna say

I AM SORRY~ =(

is this feeling of guilt ?

it is saddening...is this all I could say....

I woke this morning staring through my bedroom window ....still wondering...

why do I have this feeling....never felt it before....

there must be something wrong with my brain.....