MOTHERS WORDs

the depressing days just goes on and on...

they will never stop haunting me and they are certainly depressing.

MY MOTHERs words hits me like a bomb hurtling from 30,000 feet at high speed,

it hits me HARD, really HARD, and I just can't get over it...

Her words are like blades, which cuts deep into my heart, it hurts me...

I know that her words are for my own sake, but they were just too harsh for me to take,

I know you may think that I'm not MAN enough, but they're just too traumatic,

I just couldn't help to defiant, to talk back...it's the only way I can express my feelings, to let her know how I feel, HOW I think, but either way, she just gets ANGRIER...

DO YOU ever have this feeling of depression, miserableness , loneliness and emptiness in your everyday life?

Well, I have, the same words everyday , scolding me, comparing my attitude,results and work with others, giving that unwillingness and emotionless face when she talks to me...

IT's JUST SO DEPRESSING...

The only cure to this miserable life, that is the need for HAPPINESS and where do I find it? SCHOOL, it get's me away from her screaming and scolding. At school, friends make me happy no matter what, the feeling of loneliness doesn't exist in SCHOOL, it helps a lot...

EVEN THOUGH, I still LOVE my parents, they gave me everything but smtimes they take it back from me, they gave the best to me , but in return I didn't...MY BAD

SCOLDING AND SCREAMING in my face doesn't improve anything, matter fact , it makes things worse( an advice)...

Her words are always to be obeyed,talking back always comes with a price...